ranting post

i really dislike people to see my group as "lucky group who managed to scrape through". hello? without hard work and much effort, you think we can even make it through?
school has been rather stressful, especially this semester. i really hope next semester would be better. that being said, i still have one more module to bid. oh man, what can i bid?????????
i would really love to go on an exchange, i wish i have the financial capability... ahhhhhh, why does life seem so difficult suddenly? or.. it has always been difficult, just that i had a sudden "enlightenment"????
last on my ranting list: i wanna quit red cross!