Thursday, May 31, 2007

There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There's a smile, there's a truth in your eyes

But an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could it mean this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along

There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you

But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along

Over and over
I'm filled with emotion
Your love, it rushes through my veins

And I am filled
With the sweetest devotion
As I, I look into your perfect face

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved
It is you I have loved
It is you I have loved all

dedicated to YOU ((:
"It is you (I have loved)" - Dana Glover
3 more days
6 more days
7 more days
25 more days
many many loves ((:
hugs <33

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

STUPID DAY

no matter what happens, my heart will always be with you
1710 ..
let's forget all the unhappiness,
and start our days filled with loves and laughters again..
deep devotion from me to you.
dear, i love you..
1710 forever love

muackss..


______________________________** our memories_________


Monday, May 28, 2007

lalalalals

BUSY DAY ~
and everything is finally over now!
yeahoo ^^
hahahs.
oh ya.
i'm so sorry jjBUDDY!
yesterday com auto-shut so cant blog le.
hahs, sorry leh! hehes.
okay.. i shall begin my post where i stopped yesterday.
hees.. ^^

"friend or foe?"
which one would you prefer?
of course it's friend.
who would want to have a foe.. ya? ((:
and yea, "never judge a book by its cover", quoted from jjBUDDY.
but we should get everything clear before we decided to make a conclusion about it ya.
and i seriously think that,
HUMAN DO MAKE MISTAKES AT TIMES.
SO WHY CANT WE JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET?
DONT YOU MAKE MISTAKES AT TIMES TOO?
AND THOSE PEOPLE AROUND YOU DO FORGIVE AND FORGET.
SO, PLEASE GIVE HER A CHANCE (:
i'm not siding anywhere,
i just dont wanna see you all behaving like that.
great friendships are hard to come by,
so do cherish it if you have one ((:
i know she may have upsetted you girls a lot,
but at the same time, dont you once have lots of fun with her too?
think of her good points, i'm sure she didnt want things to turn out this way too.
and the bond, which all of us had built it all up, is weakening.
i dont wanna see that either.
it's upsetting.
GRACE SNR wouldnt want to see that too.
it's her last year in bnss,
so all the more we should be united ya (:
and the bond did not came by easily.
so, i really really hope that each and everyone of you will cherish it.
i wanna see the team bond again, so do the team, right? (:
i'm sure and i believe that we can become the last time again (:
the happy and cheerful team we used to be (:
i'm sure we can do that!
bnss b'girls TEAM`o7 ROCKS!
YOU GIRLS ROCKS TOO :D
LOVING THE TEAM, LOVING YOU!
and, i love the team very much!! :DD
loves! <33


hahs. okay .. till here .
so ... i hope there will be changes! ((:

take care people!

Sunday, May 27, 2007

today

today;
was just practically rotting at home.
nothing much to post.
anyway, tomorrow will be a busy day for my family.
hope everything goes smoothly ya (:
there will also be O level mother tongue examination going on tomorrow,
just wanna wish those people who are taking the exam good luck!
all the best people! (:
BEST WISHES! ((:
alright, think that's about it for today ya.
my life is so boring ((:
hahas

TAGS REPLIES ((:
to idol 28- hahas! thanks idol! you touched me with your words too! thanks for everything ya! you are a great great girl! and I LOVE YOU! hees! ((: IDOL&FAN FOREVER <33 [[030407]] oh ya, what happened idol? saw your blog ya. pls tell fan what happened k.? and i'm so worried like hell. must tell me ok? lovess and missess (:

to ` BAD&SLOW partner- hahas! aiyo partner ar! i nv find it nan ting at all leh. hahas. okok. next time i wont put your full name le k. hahs. just SHARON will do ya ((: hehes. SMILE PARTNER! want to see the happy xiao ai!! ^^ hehes. I LOVE YOU PARTNER! muackssss!

to yiwei- oh.. dont cry ok. dun cry ar. dont let all these affect you k. it's unhealthy. hmmm, i think you should have a face-to-face talk with fuhairah. saying out all the problems and telling her how you feel. dont take it so hard alright? be strong! (: hmmm, as for him, i think you have already tried your best le. ta ting bu ting jing qu, quan dou yao kan ta zi ji le. we have already did our part and tried our best le, now it's time for him to think about it le ya. dont think too much ok? it's june holiday now, so it should be fun and relaxing. and, dont ever go crazy ar.. hahas! my friends are not crazy, so are you alright? zhen sha ((: hahas. if you really need a listening ear or somebody to talk to, you can always look for me ya. i'm 24-hour open for you! hahas ((: smile lots leh! be a happy girl! dont be a worrying girl ya! hahas. call me if you feel like to ok! ((: loves and missessss! :D



i'm feeling very confuse now
i cant even settle my own problems,
how can i help others?
i need you badly

Saturday, May 26, 2007

TODAY

well, my doom day has finally ended!
my doom day = ms ho seeing my mum.
i cried throughout that session.
i dont know why am i crying,
and no matter how hard i tried,
i cant held my tears back.
it's so touching.
thanks ms ho (':

to ms ho & mum:
i promise i will do well for next term.
trust me, and i'm gonna prove it to you (:
i will work very hard and get good results for you
thank you for trusting me.
and i'm really touched by your words, ms ho.
so no matter how hard next term gonna be,
i will try my very very best to obtain good result for you all.
thank you ms ho and mummy ((:
love you guys!

to sharon & rizky:
thanks girls!
you girls rocks man!
hahs, you girls really rocks my life ((:
thanks for the encouragements!
thanks for always being there for me when i'm really down.
thanks for cheering me up!
and and, thanks for giving me hopes.
i will cherish this friendship!
i just wanna say that,
I LOVE SHARON YOW HUI LI AND RIZKY!
thanks girls!
many many lovess to you! ((:
muacksss!!

and,
i'm so sorry to buddy about yesterday.
i didnt mean any harm.
hope you understand.
and, we are still the best buddies ever (:
loves and misses ((:

1710;
WO AI NI <33

post till here le
TAKE CARE PPL ((:

Friday, May 25, 2007

if ignoring me can make you feel much better, then i'd rather you ingore me.
i wont pester you anymore.
i think i have said enough to you.
and i think i should respect your decision.
keep saying sorry wont help anything.
but am i in the wrong?
yes, i may have made you upset, but you shouldnt do this to me.
it really hurts me a lot a lot.
can you spare a thought for me?
maybe i have no place in your heart anymore.
maybe i am just lying to myself.
but i do really cherish this friendship a lot.
because this friendship means a lot to me,
and i cant live without it.
but to you, maybe with or without this friendship means nothing to you already.
i have no offence in saying that,
that's just my opinion.
maybe in your heart,
that "new" friendship is now the most important thing for you.
i know i have no rights to stop you from making more friends,
but i do really feel that we have drifted a lot.
i wish i could turn back the time.
it was so carefree and joyful.
i hate the relationship now.
it isnt as happy as we used to be.
we just carry on this friendship for the sake that we have to.
it's meaningless.
no point carrying on this friendship if it means nothing to you.
i may have sounded harsh in this post but i really have no offence in that.
this is the feeling i am feeling right now.
please dont feel angry or what.
forgive me if i have said anything wrong.
i have also noticed about the big gap between us,
and i am trying very hard to close that big gap.
but if only one person that makes the effort,
i dont think the gap will close.
and i think i have said enough.
saying more and more will only make me even sad
and maybe makes you even anrgy.
i hope this friendship means a lot to you.
i am still waiting.
and i will never give up this friendship.





HAPPY 1 YEAR BUDDY .
IT'S 250507 TODAY .
WANNA THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING LITTLE THING YOU DID FOR ME .
IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE WE BECAME BUDDIES, YOU ARE A GREAT GREAT GUY I'VE EVER KNOWN .
THE GUY WHO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I NEEDED SOMEONE,
THE GUY WHO ALWAYS CHEER ME UP WITH THE TOUCHING AND MEANINGFUL WORDS,
THE GUY WHO ALWAYS MAKE ME LAUGH,
AND OF COURSE, HELP ME WHEN I'M TROUBLED .
BUDDY, I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THAT,
I HAVE NEVER REGRET KNOWING YOU AND I'M REALLY HAPPY TO HAVE YOU AS MY BEST FRIEND .
YOU ARE REALLY A WONDERFUL GUY (:
I LOVE YOU , VINCENT CHUNG JIE LUN
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BEST BUDDY IN MY HEART .
I PROMISE I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU WHENEVER YOU NEED ME,
AND I WILL ALSO CHERISH THE HAPPY MOMENTS WITH YOU .
TAHNKS BUDDY !
TINGJIE 1703 BESTBEST BUDDIES FOREVER .
`ENDLESS FRIENDSHIP .
MANY MANY MANY LOVES .
(:

AND.
I'M SORRY BUDDY.
TODAY SHOULD BE OUR DAY ,
BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE SO SAD ):
IT REALLY BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE YOU LIKE THAT .
I WAS SO SAD THAT YOU DIDNT ANSWER MY CALL OR REPLY MY MSGES .
I'M REALLY SORRY BUDDY .
PLS REPLY ME .
I'M STILL WAITING .

IMISSYOU, VINCENTCHUNGJIELUN !
):

LOVES LOTS TO BUDDY .
<33

Thursday, May 24, 2007

happy !

wo men you he hao le !
misunderstanding cleared !
i'm so happy ^^
let's bond up the team spirit tgt ya !
loving the team; loving you ! :D
team`o7 rocks ! :DD
``you're a great senior
:))
250507
looking forward :))
<33

happy or sad ?

received report book today
english : 49.8 !!
just another 0.2 to pass man .
argh ! ;(

doing fine in school :)
thanks for teaching me adeline :))

hmmm, think that's aout it for today ya .

we are drifting apart ..
seeing them talking happily among themselves for the topic i dont know is so upsetting :((
how i wish i can understand what they were saying and laughing for .
we arent that close anymore .
not anymore now ..
wo zhi dao yi ding hui zhe yang de .
wo de xin li ye you shu .
hais .
:'((

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

hais !!!!

written quite a long post just now .
but i decided not to post it .
it shall always be kept inside my heart :)

doom day- 260507
god bless me ! XD

hmmm, i am working very hard now :)
having a positive attitude and mindset towards my studies and everything is a great start for me :)
so i will try my best in everything i do,
i'm determined to do well !

:)
good luck to me !

not gonna spend my days sad anymore !
let's be happy ppl !

smilesss !
:D

Sunday, May 20, 2007

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHENYIXIN !! :D
many many loves :)
1702-forever

Saturday, May 19, 2007

;(

the way you replied irks me .
please stop it .
i'm not being offensive **

A VERY FUN DAY :))

YOHOOOO !
hahahs .
FUN FUN FUN DAY SPENT WIF MANY MANY PPL !
went out early in the morning for the cip !
in the end ... -.-
hahhas .
after tat went to parkway wif buddy & serene.
met up wif banbee & mok .
it's was fun !
buddy + serene + mi
i really enjoyed hanging out wif them !
really felt very comfortable and nice :))
go out more often ya :)) hehes .
went home around 2.30
received calls from them !
celebrating the birthday for yixin and shawn :)
didnt wan to go but i still went ! hahahs .
so quickly went home and bathe and went out again !
so rush lo .
was rushing like hell . hahahhas .
met bb & mok for the bbq thing awhile den went to meet THEM :))
went to east coast lagoo and eat .
it was fun throughout :)) hehehes
i'm tired !!
write till here .
hehehs .

FUN DAY SPENT :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIXIN ! `200507
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN ! `210507
hehehs .
190507-- a very very fun fun day !! :))

Friday, May 18, 2007

ARGH !

ARGH !!
my phone is spoilt again !
:(
stupid battery la .
cant even last for half a year
i lost over 100 contacts le ! :'(
very sad leh .
argh !! i hope my phone is back again :((
i'm using another phone now,
so i am still reachable .
sorry if thr is any inconvenience caused .
i jus wan my phone and contacts back !!!
:'(

Thursday, May 17, 2007

it's thursday !! :)

weekend is coming soon !

yea yea ! hahas .

training tmr le ! finally leh ..

hahas .

:))

i have grown fatter !!

omg ~~!

it's time for mi to JIAN FEI !!

hahas .

holiday oso coming soon le .

gonna have a class outing & class tee !

hehes .

hmm, dunno wat to post le .

jiu till here bah :)

`250507

:))

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

the blogger is finally back :)
argh, so fed up.
jus now jus typed hao de post gone liao .
aiya . dun wanna type it again ! ;(

oh ya . it's tracy's birthday today !
happy birthday tracy ! :))

thankYOU for ytd ya :) hahs .

jus back from tampines .
shopped thr awhile lo ..
saw a top, like it so much !
hahs , but i didnt buy :(
anyway friday going thr again !
zai see how bah . hahahas :)

i'm trying very hard now .
i'm determined to do well for every tests and exams .
i'm sure i can do it !
thanks ppl for encouraging mi !
thanks lots :))
you ppl make great impact in my life .
xiexie ni men !!
jiayou le !
not gonna let u all down :)
study hard friends !
many many loves to all of u !

once again, THANK YOU SO MUCH :))

LOOKING FORWARD TO 250507- a big day :)

`tingjie 1703

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

cant rmb wat i did for ytd le .
but it wasnt a good day for mi :'(
today :
felt very sleepy during the reading period .
so i put my head down.
mrs cheah scolded? mi .
physics after tat .
understand the whole lesson :)
quite happy .
was so cold in the class lo .
after physics was geog .
argh ! worst la .
air-con .
damn cold, lucky shanrong tell tcher .
so she switched off the fan :)
got my geog result.
and thank god, i passed :)
was maths lesson after tat .
got back the Emaths & Amaths paper .
sadly to say,
i flunk both papers .
:'(
i was so sad :((
my mood was real damn spoilt after i received the results .
but wat done is alrdy done .
i shld have worked even harder.
anyway it's too late to say now .
went for recess .
was even worst !
**pls dun give mi tat kind of face !
i hate tat face expression of urs very much !!
;(
ate rice, but i wasnt in the mood to eat .
jus eat it without any feeling :(

ignored him,
i didnt did tat for purpose but i jus dunno how to react la :(
i'm sorry
it's hurting , i noe . cos i could feel it too .
went back to class sadly :(

****** ms kong !
16+19=35 !
not 25 !!!
argh !!
the difference is so big can !
hope she change the mark .

hais .
jus spent the rest of the day restless la .
thanks ppl for entertaining mi :))
thank you so much !
wanted to confide to buddy, but i dunno how to say :(

tat little weak voice of "byebye" from u made mi feel even worst and lousy
somehow i jus feel like breaking into tears :'(
but i didnt, i held it back .
i told myself : "i'm gonna be strong !!"
and i'm really gonna learn to be strong !
BE STRONG !

hais .
msges from u-- i dunno how to say but it made mi tink a lot .

it wasnt a good day for mi :'(

i jus wan the care and concern .
can anyone give mi tat ? :(

Sunday, May 13, 2007

the show was nice :)
worth watching it ya :))
anyway,
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY !!
love u mummy !!
hhees . muacks !

it's a NICE day today :))
it's blogging time !
the blogger posting page is still the same la .
-.-! cant edit anything .
hahs . anyway,
ytd went to ah ma's hse again !!
went to JP AGAIN !!
laoda bought the mothers' day cake .
it's yam .
(i dun like it!!) hahahahs!
i rot thr the whole day .
went home at 9.45pm
was rather late den usual leh .
hahahs , i dun mind bcos i can enjoy myself thr BUT i mind the distance !
hahahahs . so far lo .
hahahahs .

TODAY !
spiderman 3 is waiting for mi !!
hahahahahs . gonna catch tat movie today !
hahahahs . so excited la .!
hahas . tink i better go bath and pack my things !
hees .
meeting at 11 sth ^^

alright, tink tat's abt it !
oh ya ! HOPE TRAINING COME SOON !!
i really miss it :)
BUDDY ! yao play dao shuang shuang ar !!
hahahahahs :DD

okayokay ! till here le !
TAKE CARE PPL !! :))

Thursday, May 10, 2007

after exam de gan jue zhen hao ! :))

argh !! my account spoilt le !
dunno wat happen to the posting page la .
cant edit colours and fonts !
argh !!!

anyway. last day of exam !!!
hhehs .
damn happy and relieve lo .
hahahahhas .
A-maths paper today
confirm fail ding le la )):
i onli noe how to do 2 qns out of 12 .
hais )))':

anyway ! shant tink much la .
wat done is alrdy done ..
next time zai do even better bah ! (:

yeahoo ! sunday- SPIDERMAN 3 !!
yea yea . hahahs .
damn damn looking forward la . hahahahas .
^^

saturday!- celebrating mothers' day wif family & relatives at ah ma's hse !
hahahahs . another fun-day-gonna-be !
yea yea !
i still love mummy lots though sometimes ...... hahs . (:
wo ai ni la ! <33 hhahaahs .

friday- no training ):
waited for so long jus for tat day to come .
but no training ):
i miss it lots . faster come soon !!!
(: waiting patiently once again ...

after exam de feeling zhen hao !
i can sleep anytime, doesnt have to worry wat i have not studied and stuffs ..
hahahahs .
THE FEELING IS SO GREAT ! :DD

oh ya . next week jiu shi hao peng you de birthday le
going out to celebrate ma ?
looking forward too ((:
hehehes .

hao bah . jiu till here le .
i'm dead beat ! hahas .
wanna shui yi ge an an jing jing de hao wu jiao le !
hahaahahas .
good bye ppl !
:))

120507 :p
130507 :D
200507 :)

Saturday, May 05, 2007

=()

neither it's a good day nor a bad day for me today
SIGH;;

Friday, May 04, 2007

i jus hope i can pass :)
feeling very very confuse now ... ... ...
:(

Thursday, May 03, 2007

stressing

LOOKING FORWARD TO 040507
LOOKING FORWARD TO 060507
LOOKING FORWARD TO 070507
LOOKING FORWARD TO 120507
LOOKING FORWARD TO 250507
jiayou jiayou jiayou ppl !
mid-year le ! jiayouss!
:))