if ignoring me can make you feel much better, then i'd rather you ingore me.
i wont pester you anymore.
i think i have said enough to you.
and i think i should respect your decision.
keep saying sorry wont help anything.
but am i in the wrong?
yes, i may have made you upset, but you shouldnt do this to me.
it really hurts me a lot a lot.
can you spare a thought for me?
maybe i have no place in your heart anymore.
maybe i am just lying to myself.
but i do really cherish this friendship a lot.
because this friendship means a lot to me,
and i cant live without it.
but to you, maybe with or without this friendship means nothing to you already.
i have no offence in saying that,
that's just my opinion.
maybe in your heart,
that "new" friendship is now the most important thing for you.
i know i have no rights to stop you from making more friends,
but i do really feel that we have drifted a lot.
i wish i could turn back the time.
it was so carefree and joyful.
i hate the relationship now.
it isnt as happy as we used to be.
we just carry on this friendship for the sake that we have to.
it's meaningless.
no point carrying on this friendship if it means nothing to you.
i may have sounded harsh in this post but i really have no offence in that.
this is the feeling i am feeling right now.
please dont feel angry or what.
forgive me if i have said anything wrong.
i have also noticed about the big gap between us,
and i am trying very hard to close that big gap.
but if only one person that makes the effort,
i dont think the gap will close.
and i think i have said enough.
saying more and more will only make me even sad
and maybe makes you even anrgy.
i hope this friendship means a lot to you.
i am still waiting.
and i will never give up this friendship.